Now

(updated April 7th, 2024)

I am working again. It’s been 2 months. It’s both fun and very frustrating.

I am trying hard to maintain balance- workouts, reading, food, time with family, my personal brand on Linkedin, and work. I think I am doing much better this time around.

Lastly, I am trying hard to maintain my composure, to care and also care less about how I am being perceived. I think I am doing better. One area I am not doing as well as I would like is to not think about work all the time. I am still thinking about the people dynamics and problems at work a lot- during workouts, during time with family, in my dreams.

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(2024年4月7日更新)
重新開始打工,已經兩個多月了。

這次再打工,我自己給了自己一些新目標。我希望可以找到平衡。我希望自己可以繼續分配時間看書、陪家人、做運動、維持我在LinkedIn的「形象」,不要把所有精神和時間都獻給工作。我感覺這個目標,我還算做得不錯。

另外我也很刻意地要求自己要保持淡定。我也希望自己既要繼續關心工作,也要減少過分擔心別人怎麼看我。這兩方面進展還算可以。

但有一樣東西我還是覺得非常難克服,就是如何可以不要無時無刻都在想工作的事情。我還是不停地在想工作上的人和事,哪怕是在做運動,還是和家人一起,甚至睡覺做夢時。唉!