I am reading The 48 Laws of Power. I’ve always found it intriguing but avoided it because I thought its teachings were immoral. I worried that I might be tempted to use these tactics for selfish reasons and bad deeds, and that I might end up making deals with the devil.
After almost five years of resistance, I decided to read it. Now, I find myself thinking about using its teachings for personal gain. I imagine myself deploying tactics to overpower my colleagues. I imagine myself manipulating those around me with coyness and feints. I notice deep pleasure arising from within. The lure is powerful.
I guess it is good that even though I am intrigued, I know I am also tempted. I should be grateful that there is always a voice of righteousness deep inside my head advocating against my desires. I should be grateful that this voice is strong, compassionate, and loud. I should be grateful that I hear this voice. I should be grateful that I listen to this voice.
However, like all vices, the desire to use these tactics lingers. I can’t help but think about them. Should I stop reading the book, or trust that my inner compass will guide me to behave in ways I would approve of?
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