Tag: Depression
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ChatGPT = 🛟
I wrote the below in 20 minutes, entirely with ChatGPT. I did in on a whim. It was something I felt I needed as I was struggling through the aftermath of an episode with my family. I was very depressed and stuck. The Circle of The Grind Last night, I went to an event organized…
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Forever Cracked
Ever since that year, 2011, I was forever cracked, broken. I could not get out of this never ending worry for my health. I went on a no carb little meat diet almost 10 years. Then I fell into this on-going battle with binge eating after the 10 days silent retreat. I still struggle to…
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Getting In and Out of Ruts
The older I get, the more I fall into ruts. Some collate them with lethargy. Some calls them depression and anxiety. The latest fad term to re-brand ruts? Languishing. I have found enough explanations of why we fall into ruts. I have accepted that ruts are just inevitable facts of existence. As we age, our…
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A cockroach, Oumuamua, and squirrels.
A cockroach, Oumuamua, and squirrels. I suffer from mindlessness. When coupled with other cognitive distortions and natural selection, I am the optimal lab rat for any socialists psychologists and Buddhism monks. It was 4:30am. I woke up naturally. I wondered, if I were famous, would this fact earn me an entry into one of Business…