You are feeling useless. You are feeling unappreciated.
Kylo said these emotions came from your past.
Supposedly there was abandonment; the fear of lack of love.
Yea. Bad soil, and so it doesn’t matter if you use raw water, the organic label will not be here.
So as Will Hunting would finally understand, “It’s not your fault.”
I know what I am feeling.
I recognize them now. I can name them now, in more specific, accurate, colourful ways.
Anger; Anxious; Annoyed; Agitated.
Happy; Hopeful; Humbled; Heartiness.
I can I see it’s a wound with blood gushing out. Oh I recognize the feeling. It is called pain, duh.
That’s not a tree trunk, that’s not a big piece of cloth with little boxes; It’s a 6 foot 5 guy wearing a flannel shirt.
But I still can’t stop it. I can’t get rid of it. I just feel their presence more, because now I can name them.
Oh hey, it’s you. You again. I don’t like you. You again.
You know exactly what hit you, and you also know exactly how petty it was.
Yea it felt terrible, but alas it was just a pebble.
I should not feel this way. You useless piece of shit.
You are feeling useless. You are feeling unappreciated.
Yoda knows, for sure, these emotions came from your past.
There was abandonment, the fear of lack of love.
Supposedly there was abandonment; the fear of the lack of love.
Yea. It’s organophosphate in the soil, and so it doesn’t matter if you use non-GMO seeds and horse manure, the organic label will not be here.
Just as Will Hunting heard, “It’s not your fault.”
So what.
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