Break. Broken.

I laid down the mat
Stuck, staring at the lights, stuck
Broken, thoroughly.

Today I skipped my morning routine. I broke it.

Or I am finally broken.

My streak was probably … a couple of years long.

The riddle I am trying to solve is, if I have to have breaks like this, or are there other ways to take a break, without having to struggle through taking a break from my routines.

It was a struggle because I have been battling it every morning for a few weeks now.

Also, I am asking myself, how am I feeling? Am I tired? Bored? Depressed? Unsatisfied? Lazy?

As always, I don’t know. 🤷🏻‍♂️